Rekindling Hope

Dear Carol,
I’m glad you were able to read my words with my voice filling in the void that I am not able to reach out and fill. This goes to show that maybe we still know each other too well. Now that this fact is established, I am sure you also must’ve guessed what keeps me away from commitment? I’m never too sure of what to expect in a relationship. I keep holding myself back because I fear the hurt. 
Speaking of which, I’m so distraught to hear about all that you are going through. Especially the fact that the person you loved the most and started a family with is making your life so full of misery, fear, and pain. Knowing you, I am sure running away was your last choice, the alternative which you must’ve never wanted to use. As for the children, I am sure they are going to be safe by God’s grace. Do you want me to reconnect with people on that side of the town and get you some news? I shall be very discreet.
As for my paintings, I would love to show them to you. Will send you some picture postcards from my sojourns soon. 
Seek and ye shall find, Carol. Remember to believe in the Lord. 


Hoping we can connect soon. 

Maddy.

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